So basically you had no intention of staying in the game and somehow you thought it was a good idea for people to align with you anyway...
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Such a brilliant plan...i'm surprised you didn't get voted out as soon as you were no longer of use to anybody, oh wait...you were
I think you are seeing things as you wish they had happened as opposed to what actually went down, at one point you were the Asteria after merge boot target, and it looks to me that as soon as Helios had the numbers on their side they got rid of you.
Plus what the hell is that chaos thing you keep talking about?, either way you paint it you were going to help one tribe get the upper hand on the other and then you'd be voted out, just like it happened, i mean if you said your plan was to screw Asteria then i'd say good job, otherwise you made a bunch of pointless moves and then got voted out with an idol in your pocket. You got played and that's it, the rest sounds a lot like poor excuses.
And saying you weren't going to stay around only makes it worse, cause in case you didn't notice, you didn't leave, you were
kicked out .