I see you guys had some harsh words for me. I think that's fair considering my mind was (obviously) not fully in the game, and by the time merge came I was just doing things for the hell of doing it. I'm sorry I was boring, and I know my edit will reflect on how dull I was and suck ALL kinds of ass in the write-up. I fully admit I was a casting dud and only Poody seemed to have faith that I would deliver the entertainment. Looks like he was wrong. I'm glad you guys got a kick out of my socially awkward gameplay at least! Reading upon one of Ted's confessionals, yes I did feel like a random asian guy without a tribe. That's EXACTLY how I felt on many occasions. Now to comment on one of the funnier moments I had this season: I only brushed Rob off like that after I flipped because I knew it'd be funny in a write-up by the way. AND I SRSLY THOUGHT JOANNA WAS A GUY. I'M SORRY I WAS SO AWKWARD JOJO
I'm going to tell the truth, I applied for Stranded solely as a distraction for some real life issues I've been going through lately. I'm not going to turn this into a sob story, but that is the only reason. I have a passion for Survivor and I never fancied myself a mastermind (My confessionals say otherwise, but I was playing up a slimy edit), I just wanted to have some fun. If you had recruited me during a period where I wasn't so glum/distraught with issues I think I would have been a better casting choice, bank on it.
I just didn't have a LOT of dedication to this game and I actually thought about quitting just before the merge. I'm glad I didn't, and I'm DOUBLE GLAD that I actually made a move regardless of how it affected me. Brian/Helen booting me immediately afterward WAS fucking stupid, but I don't blame them for it.
So, to wrap this up, I'm glad I was cast on this season. I wasn't devoted in the LEAST and I'm regretful that I didn't deliver in most facets of the game, but I'm happy I was cast and I enjoyed the hell out of myself. Thank you for this opportunity. #Brownnosing
