One reason was that I became busy, and I ran out of a lot of time to talk to people besides Helen. If you look at my confessional pre-merge, I had the full intention of taking out Helen before end-game. What basically happened was that due to time, mainly, she was able to establish connections with Asteria more than me, so I needed her at first when we merged. And by the time I was ready to take her out (around F7, F6) she became immune every round and I lost my chance. But I knew that taking her out was a move that I needed to make if I wanted a shot at winning and showing I played my own game.

Penny and I share a very special bond. She and I had very similar quirks. We're both impulsive and we're extremely competitive. When I first allied with Penny, I didn't know I was allying with pretty much another me but then again, they do say that birds of the same feather flock together.

I feel I played a great game. I was physical, strategic and social. But in the end, I was me. I think I tried to connect with everyone in the game but the people I didn't like knew that didn't like them. It was a great experience and all but in the end, I REALLY wanted to win.

I would have tried harder to get my ideas across, looking at the end result that was more i could have offered my tribe but i was too passive and paid the price for it.

I would not be so trusting, I would participate more in challenges, and I would not make stupid moves.

More than anything, I want to prove that I have more game than I showed. My head wasn't completely in the game the entire time, I had some real life issues going on during the duration of the game, but I think I didn't pretty well for myself considering. Hopefully there will be a next time.

Helen, you were an incredibly dominant force in this game. From day 1 on Helios you proved to be very involved and incredibly methodical. Do you think that your quirky way of overanalyzing everything time and time again hurt you in the game or helped you make it to the final 3 and potentially win? Obviously it didn't affect you too much, lol, but maybe it did separate you from some of the players because you were at jeopardy a lot of times towards the end.

I actually have a question for you, Shawna- do you regret voting out Ryan and Jeanne, knowing how the game played out?

Jan, you were one of my favorites this season. You are fucking adorable and I really wish you could have made it further. If you had, did you see yourself really playing the game? I think that was one of your biggest hurdles, you never really spoke game with anyone, you were kind of ditzy (although adorable.)

If you guys have any questions for eachother, feel free to ask them now. I'll remind the jury not to give anything away as to whom they voted for :)