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Helen (Intro): I can't say I'm planning to be overly obsessive about this though. One thing that I've learned is that getting too invested in ORGs normally results in disappointment.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I couldn't help but start with that line. She will be the first to admit she got a little obsessed with this game.
I know
Helen is the one player who will analyse their write-up more than anyone else in the game, so I'm gonna tread very carefully here. Had I wrote this out two days ago I'm sure it would have been more complimentary than it's gonna end up, but having seen her snatch defeat from the jaws of victory at FTC, it's hard to skirt around her faults. And there are many. :/ Straight off the bat I'm gonna say that Helen was *the* best strategist in the game. She was the merge HBIC and she moved her pieces around like a chess player planning six moves ahead, covering every scenario. But like Daniel alluded to regarding her treatment of Erin & Penny - these are people, not chess pieces you're playing with.
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Daniel (to Joanna): They value my word more than Brian and Helen's. I've actually gotten to befriending them and not treating them as chess pieces.
Daniel isn't the sharpest tool in the shed but he was damn right on this point. Survivor is first and foremost a social game, and somewhere between Rob's mutiny and the merge, Helen forgot that. She started lying to people's faces so she could position herself better and took a leaf out of Rob's playbook by not bothering to build any connection with the players who she couldn't see fitting into her plans or who she saw as immature gamers (Shawna/Daniel/Joanna who?). There's a knack to getting a read on each individual player and catering to their particular social wants & needs and it's not even that Helen is missing it. But somehow she forgot how or figured she didn't need it anymore midway through. If you look at her early Helios relationships it was there for sure. Jan/Ken/Jake are still rooting for her from the LL. Brian/Penny/Erin all had nothing but good things to say about her at that point (well Brian maybe had a preview of it), even Ted said the only Helios player he wouldn't mind turning up at Asteria was her - but as the game went on she stopped paying attention to other's perception of her. Early game she put in the time with everyone, chatting netflix with Jan, bonding with Ken (where no-one else managed to), talking holidays & Australia with Ted. But for all her preparedness, she neglected to concentrate on the massive social element of the game
once she started sending people to the Jury. Her vote from Jake was an early warning shot across the bow that she didn't heed.
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Jake (Confessional): When we entered Temple Council I was going to vote Ken, but Helen just said something that pissed me off, and I read it a minute before the votes were due, so I said what the hell.
It's a double-edged sword in that some of her best points are also her biggest faults - most obviously allowing herself to be seen as such a massive threat. Were it not for her immunity run Brian & Penny both would have voted her out for sure - even at the cost of allowing an Asterian in the finals in front of Asterian stacked Jury. Yes of course you need to let your allies know you are worth allying with, but you also need to keep it under tabs. Look at the non-strategical airhead persona Penny put on, look at Joanna's lol I'm drunk & skyping facade, and take notes as to why & how these two made it to F4 without an individual immunity win yet Christy & Ted didn't.
It may not be fair, but it's a solid fact of Survivor that Jurors tend not to favour challenge whores. Especially when everyone knows full well you were a goner without the wins. I'm not saying don't win challenges, but you can't ever let yourself be perceived as unbeatable - the person that even your allies don't want to take to the end.
Ew, I'm sorry for trashing her game so much when it was actually quite epic and really well-played, but I know Helen will *want* details so I have one more game-damaging point to cover before I can get to the *fanning*; - Her relationship with Penny, and how she handled her during FTC
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All game long their playstyles clashed, it made for car-crash viewing as Penny would shoot off her mouth and jump two-footed into schemes with no thought for the consequences - obviously the polar opposite of Helen's map-it-all-out, consider-every-possibility approach.. but the thing is, it worked.
Penny
was the one who roped Erin in setting up the core four & risked being caught in two alliances early in the game, while Helen played it safe on the outs. Penny
did start the tribal rivalry (& kiss & make-up session) while Helen kept her head down. Ted flipped at the merge because he wanted to, Dan flipped because Penny worked him over. Helen wanted to safe vote at F6 and force a tie, Penny capitalised on Rob being a dumbass and gave Helios the advantage that carried the three of them to FTC.
Sure she sometimes endangered them too while Helen never really did, but Penny's risks paid off & Helen reaped the benefits. I touched on this in Helen's confesh but this is the benefit of pro-active play versus reactive play. Penny did this publicly too for the most part, and owned her moves, she wore the target on her back with pride. Helen worked in the shadows wherever she could. Yet Helen still became viewed as the bigger threat..
Simply put, for all Helen's meticulous planning, Penny's "sure lets give it a bash" approach
was more successful, giving both of them the advantage at key points of the game. But because their two styles were just chalk and cheese, Helen had a hard time acknowledging Penny's game, and consequently was unprepared for the Jury assault.
Now obviously not everything Penny claimed at FTC was true, but the untruths were peppered between the above facts - and the above facts were what Asteria and the Jurors had seen of the game. Helen's rebuttals were mostly solid, but when she denied the real ones it discredited her legitimate claims. Combine this with the social rapport she forgot to build with some jurors, and her offputting longwinded approach, and she simply hemorrhaged votes.
FTR at F4, pre-voters who stated they'd likely vote Helen over Penny: Dan, Christy, Shawna, Ted, Erin & Rob.
People who stated they'd vote Penny over Helen:
Her & Penny's (& Brian's) FTC performances changed the outcome of this game :/
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Damnit, this is all coming off incredibly negative but at this point reunion has started and I have yet to do Penny.
Helen knows what her strong points are though, and she only has to read back through the blog to find me praising her more than I've squeezed in here so I'll wrap it up with her final words;
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Helen (Final Words): Wellll, this sucks. But whatever the outcome, I'm comfortable with it. Each juror should vote for whomever they believe played the best game, and if that's Penny, then fair enough and congrats to her. I'm curious to see her confessional, though, to see if she how much of this FTC is an act that she conceived retroactively to give the best argument against the "head honco" (in Daniel's words).
Even though you'd probably think differently, I'm happy with the game I've played. Drawing out all of the different contingencies and complexities and plans and alliances and extremities and taking that game theory approach to it (even if you don't consider it a valid strategy), I found my experience and continue to find it fun---whether I get voted out tonight, or win, or lose to a jury that eats me alive, I'm satisfied. You find fun in some elements of this experience, and I do the same.
I do hope this is a genuine comment, and not just a token nicety. Because Helen
should be proud of the way she played. Helen's style makes her an acquired taste, as it happens she's to my taste but she's not to everyones. If she just had the composure to keep the social chameleon thing going that she had with the early Helios members all game long, all the risky moves in the world wouldn't have mattered to a Jury that were willing to listen to her arguments.