Logged in, saw Helen was 6000 posts in the clear.

Massive fuck it from me lol.

Just so you guys dont think im being arrogant or a douche or whatever.

Had to host an Aussie Stranded challenge tonight, by myself, even though I said I wouldnt be available. That took quite some time since we had to essentially hold the hands of our newbie tribe while we told them what to do.

Then we have a kidnap twist going so had to set up a new account on tribe boards, ban the old one etc etc. You know all the jazz you have to go through.

Anyway just gotten through that. Logged on to see Helen is 6000+ posts ahead of me essentially. I cant really pull an all nighter, since ill need to wake up tomorrow at a reasonable hour. So yeah, I tried to bluff Helen into getting her to stop this afternoon at a total I could reach, but there's no way im gonna catch her now.

Im fairly confident that I will be getting taken to the F3 regardless and lets face it, Helen is my greatest adversary but I think using my Final Tribal speech to slag off Helen and her dependency on Immunity, I may be able to garner some extra votes.

Plus Helen isnt liked. Joanna hates her for example. I think Christy and Rob like me more, especially the former. Erin will hopefully vote for me and so will Daniel. I hope that will be enough.

In that case, so do I.

*goes to look at Aussie Stranded board*

Are you barracking for me Brenda? Arent hosts supposed to be impartial?

It's still impartial if I do it in all four of your journals :P I can be biased towards everyone at once.

So being that you are giving up against Helen, how do you plan to vote tonight if it's between Brian & Joanna?

Hahahaha very nice Brenda.

Ill vote out Joanna. Like it would be criminal if she won because Asteria wanted to piss us off.

At least going in with Helen and Brian the playing field is level, there are 3 Helios. So they have to vote for one of us. On top of that, I still get one of my preferred goats, plus I have Joanna on the Jury who is likely to vote for me (IMO) rather than a bitter, twisted Helen who would definitely vote for Brian.

Nothing to do now but sit back and wait.

I dont want to look like im scrambling by spamming Brian and Helen with messages. It also looks like im not worried and that I trust them both.

I doubt whether they would take Joanna, since she'd probably win. I myself would do as much as I could to make sure everybody knew how relatively useless Brian and Helen really were.

Well congrats on F3, not many questions from me at this point but thanks for being an awesome confessor and letting me into your head for the past few weeks.

Good luck so much <3

And of course, do continue to post any thoughts you have during FTC in here if you'd rather not think them aloud in front of a Jury.

Thanks Brenda.

Thanks all of the hosts for a really terrific game. Its been an honor to try my hand at the much famed American Stranded. I hope you guys have enjoyed my confessionals and my time in the game. Ive done my best to get to the end and I will do my best to grab as many votes at Final Tribal as I can.

Thanks for having me and good luck with all your future games Jeff/Poody. You've been a wonderful host and you've really given me great insight into hosting for myself.