Another crazy TC! How you do you plan to move on going forward!

MY UNINTENTIONAL STRATEGY OF SUCKING TO SOME EXTENT HELPED ME SURVIVE THE VOTE. Not something to be proud of, but I'm still here, and I guess I can use that angle if I make finals. If Helen wins next immunity, I'll be the target with 3 definite votes. Otherwise, Helen will be my shield again. <3

Helen's so paranoid it's crazy, and me saying she's going to win and that I'm a goat (which I surprisingly wasn't picked as one by others) probably makes her more paranoid. So basically, Helen needs to not win immunity. If she does, hopefully Penny won't be stupid enough to flip and send me home because I'm a definite player she has a chance of beating. I could see her flipping on Helen, though. We think Rob and Asteria have the idol, unfortunately, and that could obviously be used against us this vote to mess up our plans even worse.

But again, I need to stop Helen from winning immunity at all costs Sunday night or I'm potentially screwed. I still don't plan on voting for Helen, but if she goes, I can move on and try to go to the final 3 with Penny and Joanna. <3 Maybe I still should. Helen probably thinks I want that.

With Erin out of the game, who would you like to be sitting against at FTC? (You said Erin/Joanna/Yourself before right?) Who do you think you can beat? Is there anyone you wouldn't mind losing to?

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I get the feeling these weren't quite accurate of your true opinions ;



Or were they? IDK
Any answers you'd like to change here in the privacy of your journal? Maybe a reason or two on each one you change.

If not; Why are you out of your league? What makes you a goat? Why is Christy trustworthy & relationship material?

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Did any of the group's answers to the challenge last night surprise you?
Has your opinion of their perception of yourself changed since?

Ugh, I so posted that before I read your updates. Ignore the bits you pre-answered.

And grats on F6!

I've asked you this before, but I'm sure it changes as the rounds go on (and could easily change depending on the manner of your exit/talking to other jurors/FTC performance) but who would you vote for to win of the other five right now?

A one through five list if you will.

I'll post more soon, but screw Helen. I'm playing for myself this weekend. Already started discussions with Rob.

Also, I am 100% forcing a 3-3 tie here. But I'm also going to set up myself to be positioned better at f5 if I make it, I think. I don't really have a lot to lose. I need to show these people I can communicate without Helen and that I can make moves because at this point, I care about winning a lot more than my placement. Whether I get 3rd, 4th, 5th, or 6th doesn't matter if I can't get 1st.

I'll answer your questions tomorrow. Only briefly checking in tonight.

Rob is such an epic fail in his attempts to emotionally manipulate people. It's sad. His points are right, but he's so fake in how he's stressing certain things to get the emotional response. I'm not an idiot. But I want his idol and hope he is to give it to me.

Erin leaving sucked, but it was because Penny made a stupid plan that Helen and I were forced to follow through even though we knew it would likely have a negative outcome. I actually planned on approaching Erin about taking out Helen at the final 6 round IF Christy would would have went home. I would've made a fake final two and confided everything in her. That way, we could've probably recruited Penny to take out Helen at final 6, and then Rob could've gone home at final 5 followed by Erin at final 4. I would've been pretty safe and surrounded by goats in Joanna and Penny who I thought I could beat.

Now I have to vote with Helen and Penny, or it's game suicide. At this point, I feel like I'm going to have a difficult time winning, but I'm honestly not even thinking about final 5 until I survive final 6 round. I could go home, although Helen's the obvious choice if she has the idol. I asked Rob for his idol, which I think that he has, but even if he doesn't, hopefully he realizes our side doesn't have the idol now and it's safest to vote out Helen if she's not immune. Will I go, or will Penny go if Helen is immune? It's probably me. We'll see though. I'm pretending to negotiate with Rob, but his attempts at persuading me are so bad that I may just give up on him.

More tomorrow or later tonight.